Friday, October 24, 2008

In Honesty's Pocket

It's exactly 3:30am and I am wide-eyed awake. This is simply unacceptable.

It's outrageous how so quickly things can change. Laughable, almost.

Actually, it's outrageous how so quickly things can become the same. As though they never changed at all. We pick up as though we never left off. We laugh together as though we never hurt. I produce your smile as though you never cried, and I love you as though I never stopped.

I guess you never do.

It pisses me off how you've forgiven me before I even found the words to apologize. I want you to hate me, to distrust me, to despise me, so that I won't be the only one.

But, passing up no opportunity to boast, I SAID if we were meant to be together, we will be, no matter fucking what.

Now was I right, or was I right?

You just can never win with me..

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