Sunday, March 15, 2009

Volte-face

I shouldn't have deleted my last post. But boy, that sure did provide me with some HUGE chuckles.

A lot of people have asked me about the George situation, and how I progressed from the previous published post to where I am now. Honestly, I don't feel like explaining it.

This weekend = A hoot! To make a long story short: Siobahn partied with me, much fun! Marcus' friend Thomas, who I went to middle school with and who likes me, was all up on me, not much fun! I had a mini PUSF induced breakdown in my room, hilariously fun! I spent the night with 'the guy' in this apartment he and his friend had [don't ask!], innocent fun! I saw a MILLION of my ex-classmates at Buffalo Wild Wings, not at all fun, but mm, food! I hung out with my ooold pal Rasmus, nostalgic fun! Me and Brandon acted a damn fool, naturally, always fun! I spent the night with a nameless friend and had a much unwanted boner in my ass the entire time, just plain awkward..

I've learned a huge lesson in my life. If I'm not going to trust myself, I need to, at the very least, trust Brandon and Courtney. Because they are ALWAYS fucking right. I was telling them about a conversation an individual and I had, and being the told-you-so people they are, they of course brought up how they tried to "warn" me mooonths ago. It's weird, because in ANY situation I'm in, they always tell me to do one thing, I ALWAYS do the opposite, they ALWAYS try to tell me what's going to end up happening, I ALWAYS ignore them, they are ALWAYS right. Fuck y'all!

I think it's about time that I end this blog. I almost love it because it's the first blog that I've ever kept up with AND shared with others. But looking back on many of the posts, it's just amazing how things have changed, how I have changed. I just read my very first post, Syndrome and Rosary, or pain and prayer as I meant it. I couldn't help but laugh. Everything, everything is different now. The vast majority of the "issues" I raised in many of my posts are all but obsolete now. I believe a direct quote from myself, hah, from the post To Zion, published on September 20, 2008, sums it up best: "It's intriguing how time can so drastically affect perception. All other things being equal, an elapse in time has the power to alter personal emotions, and transform universal ideals. This fascinates me. It relieves me. Time may not heal all wounds, but it certainly can change how you view them." I speak the fucking truth in advance, man!

Now I need a new URL for my soon to be new blog. Mmm. (:

5 comments:

ess.jay said...

Really big chuckles, lmao.
"Everybody...SQUAT." <-- Best night in a loooong while. Your turn to come see meeeee wifey.
Yay for new blog! :D

daphne bee. said...

just make sure I get the link to that one too.

No Name said...

blogger.com/pimpmothafucka

cher-elle. said...

Lmfao, shut up Luuuke!

Quotes of the night, Siobahn:
"Everybody.. squat."
"WHO AM I BATTING MY LASHES AT?"

Loo. said...

I think you should keep this blog. It shows progress. ^_^
[this coming from the girl who can't even KEEP a blog, lmao]